Mr. Carter's Final Report

   He's dead. On Sunday, he activated the 'failsafe.' There weren't even any ashes left. Here's the transcript of the last recording he made:

[Transcript Begins]

  I hope this thing's...
[coughing]
  ...on. Because I won't try to do this again.
[More coughing]
  Things went downhill after my last report.
[Sneezes]
  I had finally done it! I found way to separate the Azoth! Only to fall asleep while holding a tube full of acid. Destroying every sample, and even all of my notes.
[coughing]
  I can't even remember how I did it. I just did. Right now, I'm sitting on the bed in here shivering and hating myself. I can't take any more samples, I've already gone far past the 'you should stop drawing blood' point.
{Slight chuckles]
  There's only one thing left to do. So, don't lose hope everyone. There is a way. We can win this. We can survive.
[coughing]
  This is Carter, signing off.

[End Transcript]

    After I had received the recording, he activated the failsafe. All that survived in his lab were the file cabinets. I've compiled all of it into a package. Ms. Med, you will receive your package soon. I removed the file about you, however. Everything else is yours to use as you see fit.

   I also have been reading many of these blogs while deciding what to do. I've come to a conclusion: it's time for me to stop being neutral. Rules be damned. Normally when I take human form and I have thoughts like this, I call that form 'defective' and find another. Not this time. Of course, I'll still will be my regular self. Just with less 'rules' that I follow. Including any that may or may not cause paradoxes. In other words: if I can, I will help anyone who deserves it. Even if it leads to my undoing. That is all. -- Jack

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  1. SHIT FUCK SHIT FUCK SHUUIT FUCK JWS>

    Sorry, I had to go and cry to one of the sirs. Second time today. First for Kendra, now for Carter.

    Sorry about swearing too. That's just my sadness going into anger. You did what you had to, Carter, and you did it to protect us, and you left us with hope. That's the best possible way to go.

    Glad you're here to help out, Jack. It can't be an easy decision to make for a party that is normally confined to neutrality.

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    1. It is far from an easy choice. It will most likely lead to my death. -- Jack

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  2. A moment of silence for poor dead Carter.
    ...
    ...
    HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

    Hahahaha. Ha. Ha. I bet he is burning in hell.

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    1. I wish I took that chance to kill you all those years ago. Oh well. Some other asshole would take your place. Maybe he would be better mannered, though... -- Jack

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    2. IDIOT. I died once already. And another me died ANOTHER time. Killing me would not have prevented this, and you KNOW Samael could SMITE your ass if you interfered with his Toy.

      Going to have an empty casket funeral?

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    3. Yes I know you've died before. But there is a thing called feeling accomplished after killing an asshole.

      And yes, there will be a memorial service. Anyone is invited. After I make sure they won't start anything.

      Before I forget, that offer is open to you as well. Even though I hate you, I still hate Redlight and some of the things I did in the past. -- Jack

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    4. Oh. How sweet of you Jackie. Why. I would love to show up and honor the memory of... What was his name again?

      Gotta admit, I am upset there isn't a body. Runners taste DELICIOUS with the Azoth built up in their systems.

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    5. Here's an idea, eat your own arm. -- Jack

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    6. You seriously have issues. How did it taste? -- Jack

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    7. It didn't. It was however, chewy.

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    8. Oh this makes me feel ill. :(

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    9. I suspect your arm would taste better, Sanna. Can't say what Jack's would taste like, assuming you are not using a Meatsuit.

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    10. A 'meatsuit'? That's how you describe it? Really? You can't think of any other way? -- Jack

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    11. It is a suit and it is made of meat, bone, blood and organs. Meatsuit sounds better than a Meatbonebloodorgan Suit. At least to ME. Take your pick.

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    12. No, my arm would probably taste AWFUL. DOn't eat my arm. It would taste of teenage girl.

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    13. One of my favorite flavors. So rich with hormones. Usually very little meat, so you have to chew on the bone to soak up the flavor... Makes you savor every last little bit. But the flesh is still so... Tender.

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    14. I guess that is a simpler way of saying it. As for the arm thing: what?--Jack

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    15. Ewww. Noooo. It would taste terrible. I insist. Perhaps not every teenage girl, but THIS one, me, I would taste awful, I very very likely would. And sure OK, while my flesh is smooth and soft, there isn't much of it for you, so you won't want it, I guarantee. AND THERE ARE NO HORMONES IN MY ARM!!!

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    16. ...Am I allowed to someone as a meat shield?

      Cause seriously...this 15 year old would like to KEEP her arm!

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    17. You're alright; you're a Seeker. So you're probably like older anyway with lots of azoth.

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  3. .....Great, another friend gone. I should just stay offline for now. I can't keep doing this shit.

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  4. These words are rather pointless and common, but good luck.

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  5. Another passes. Nothing new. Nothing unexpected, yet sad all the same. Carter will be mourned, though I cannot say I will attend a funeral. I won't. I make it a point to avoid others that are connected. As terrible as it sounds, I AM a bit happy another ancient organization has died. Wishing it had died from it's opposition dieing, however. Oh, and Jack. It's better to die doing what you believe to be right than to live letting good men face the fire on their own. Good luck though, I know you do this against your better judgment. Oh. And if I see Morning, I might try to kill him. Any chance his master his vincible and you could give me their identity, that's probably a more final solution. I mean, I'm already on a pretty nasty track right now. Might as well burn bright for as long as I have left.

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    1. There are times when I wish I could see life through someone else's perspective. Anyways, I don't think you'd be able to do much against Star. He's...unique. And don't lose hope. Remember that there is a way through all of this. -- Jack

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  6. Oh, man, Cater...

    I'm going to miss you.

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  7. Carter...

    I'm sorry I had to find about this from the package itself. I'll continue your work. Cliche as it is, your death won't be in vain.

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    1. I was hoping there would be a bit of warning before the package arrived. Apologies. -- Jack

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  8. Holy shit! Jack, please tell me this is just a joke. He can't be dead, can he? - Marcus

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    1. Go off trying to find a way to get to Australia, and shit hits the fan. Damn. Do I need to swing back by?-Marcus

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    2. You don't need to. I have it all handled. -- Jack

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