I feel guilty. I sat, one night during a snowstorm, and thought about all of the runners out there. I feel guilty, because here I am, in a nice, warm house, with as much food as I could want, with a nice bed, a caring family, many friends, and might even end up, against my better judgement, in a relationship soon. The guilt came after I thought of how most runners can't get enough food, or sleep, or even people to talk to. I hope they're all safe.
I wasn't able to post due to other commitments, and a recent death at my school. To Linux Makavrie, I hope you're safe, and sorry that I couldn't get any names for you. I'll keep trying to find some.
I also feel guilt, because I'm obligated to tell you all information about Mr. Slim. (or Mr. Tall, it doesn't matter which I use) But at the same time, that info can be dangerous. 'Knowledge is a double-edged sword.' That is the name of my blog, I chose it because of the fact that the more we know about him, the stronger he gets. But, at the same time, the info can also lead to a way to stop him. The term 'double-edged sword' means that it both helps and hurts. The info I have is almost a year's worth of research about him. I haven't released much due to the danger it carries.
Does anyone have any safe way to ensure that my research can be passed on in the event that I am no longer among the living? And, also a way to inform you all if that tragedy should occur? I know that I'm still new to this whole blogging thing, but I have a gut feeling that my time is short. My head has been pounding for the past week. I'm unable to sleep due to constant fear. I know there are typos in this, because I can't focus. I hope someone can find a way to end this.
Lastly, does anyone have info about 'The Agency' they're supposed to be a government agency formed as a response to him. All of my leads point to its existence. Yet, they all fall short after that. It's weird. Some of my informants, for lack of a better term, have stopped sending me info after I asked them to look into this. So, any ideas?